Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Personal Stuff

I'm going to keep this short for now, and I'll elaborate in a few days, when I feel up to it.

Last weekend something horrible happened, and just thinking about it makes my heart ache and my tears fall.
I'm not ready yet, to talk about it, without falling apart. It's been really hard for me, to go to work and pretend nothing's wrong. My boss knows though, she comforted me, when I started crying at work when I got in on monday.

I find I'm not able to smile at customers, and I feel like I'm on auto pilot.
We try to keep ourselves busy and 'entertained', and it works, for a while at least.
Only to be confronted again with it later on...twice as hard.
I'm an emotional wreck.

I'm not sure if I'll blog more this week, so if you don't see any new posts: I'm sorry.
I'll blog when I'm able, and I don't want to post too many depressing things.
Thanx for understanding, and I'll see you all soon...


  1. don't know what happened, but i hope that you will feel better soon =3 cheer up jasmine

  2. hmm that doens't sound nice....hope you feel better soon!!! Hang on in there!
    We will miss you here!

  3. Sterkte meid, en neem de tijd. *knuf*

  4. Hope u make it through, prayers with u!

  5. I'm sorry to hear you are going through a tough time. Take your time to feel better

  6. ooh dat klinkt niet best :( heel veel sterkte!

  7. Your posts will be missed, but anyone could understand that you have to take time for yourself. I hope you can take some comfort in the people and things that you love!

  8. Keeping you in my thoughts!! *hugs* :(

  9. We zijn er voor je, sterkte!